Lustfully akin to indulging myself and feeling free if only for a little while longer.

Recent realization while watching a BBC, Cuck video:

---Those attractive white men (that make you feel all weak and inferior) think they're all that. But a woman this beautiful really wants a black man. But it's ok because YOU will be there for those attractive white men when they want love and affection. Think about that!... PSYCHOLOGY! ? Yup! ?---